shattered at 3:09 AM

can't sleep can't sleep can't sleep
had a foot massage earlier in the evening
mum said for u to get a better sleep tonight.
bull shit
going for my facial tmr.
my skin desperately needs pampering!!
and i need you u talk me to sleep
like how u used to do.


alright i confess. can't sleep not due to my usual insomnia
just a lot that's been weighing me down
and though i was really tired.dozing off at the sofa
i lay in bed with a frown
and i was like.
NO. i can't end my day like that.
i can't force myself to sleep being unhappy
and so. i am here awake till now. heck.


andd. i have been loading my pictures a million times
and each time internet explorer has some bull shit error and has to close
na bei. pisses my socks off.




so darling
if i lay here
won't you lay with me and just forget the world.
















this is rum rum. my baby who kisses me goodnight .
and i miss my smiles. so much.