shattered at 6:38 PM

you'll spot two pigs every mon tues wed morning gobbling meals meant more for their share and size at white sands macs, esp when there's an offer. FOOD OFFER!! how to resist..u buy one meal then u get one free main. then shao ji takes my coupon and i'll go complaining though there's so much more. dun steal food and alcohol from me. i'll get pissed. HAHA.. egg muffin meal and hotcakes this morning. I SWEar all the carbo is going to my face instead of anywhere else. we screeeamed with laughter looking at all our horrendous FAT faces. i'm disgusted at my face. but damm funny too. i need some help too. suddenly reality strikes and i don't think i can make it for the exams. maybe its time for some crazy studying but i don't know how to go about it. maths-hardly know any topic properly except the new ones like FOD and numerical methods but then i can't integrate and draw graphs. history- so far behind can't start anywhere. econs-managable but shitt i have such a erasable memory i forget everything super easily. gp- hardly a topic to care about but gp means. :) shuddup u cheeky.
see . all my essay writing makes me so wordy.

i'm going on a no carb diet i tryyyyy. super hard.
and i'm in love with my new reading habit. after mr chua took away aaron's ipod from me

i look at some people and i find it scary how it seems impossible to live without their other half.
it scares me even more to think about myself