shattered at 9:13 PM

people found my face ard town
a million smiles thingy which i don't even remember having my picture taken
i must look absolutely horrendous
how come i alwayss miss myself like this and find myself in embarrassing situations
like the last time i appeared on tv for starhub. they came my place before i woke up and i spent like less than 15 mins washing up and trying to look humane
i missed myself too but i'm positive i looked fat and ugly
i don't mind my stupid face in public if u doll me up or something
but me with absolutely no make-up stupid random me
embarrassing shit.

and one of the few clubs i actually fancy liquid room is closing
tash just broke the news to me and i am devastated
ok kinda drama but yeah haven't frequented there enough and it would be closing even before my a's end or even before i am legal
ok fatty face girl. go study can