shattered at 12:56 AM

i find my soul attain another level
i'm perfectly clear of what i want, who i am, where i'm heading to
i won't call this wisdom. i call this god's gift to me.

i don't know how long my positive mindset will last. so far its been only 2 hrs. its just so dangerous , i'm living on fine lines. because i will always have this nagging fear, that in any unanticipated moment. my life comes crashing down again and all it needs is another mindset.

other than this, i'm glad to be a self-sucfficient independent woman. or a struggling teenager who desperately needs a meaning in life. self-containment is a warped sufficiency.