shattered at 10:29 PM

the reason i bother to go to school
the reason why my morale is going down.
-practiced for f.o.d test but it was difficult and i think i'll fail
-spent the whole entire night doing the f.ing essay and pressed no when they asked whether to save changes
i wanna cryy cry and die alrrr

i'm getting so lonely
no one to jiao wei to at home alr
emily's is out of the house so much
so i'm gonna whine whine whine on this blog

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u see. i am quite a results oriented girl
though my results has always been bad in mj
that's because i know i haven't studied hard enough to do well
so it doesn't matter
but when i put in the effort
disappointment sets in when u don't get the results
haiyaaa.. that's whyy sometimes i rather not study and scrape through
then when i do a little well.
woohoo. so happy.
hehe. yeah kinda delusional i know


and YAY i was jumping with estacy.
when daddy got me a new line and new sim
well dunno when i can use it.
at least its not impossible to check my phone noww
and there's the lcd tv coming
tv tv tv tv tv tv yay.
HYPER ME.

sorry the emotions are too roller coastered.
i don't really know what i'm saying too
but bear with my whining.