shattered at 12:53 AM

i'm still quite broken inside . i saved my outer soul still anyway.
letting my heart rule my mind was a mistake, made me lose my sanity, the heart that has never been broken or hurt before. i'm sorry but i've been a emo since this yr. i feel terribly guilty to the few hearts i've broken the past years with my nonchalency and now prob i'm getting my deserts.

such an irony. i'm starting to love life. the way life works. the way god created such experiences. there are really one too many diff personalities and types of people in the world. enough to amaze me just learning about the people around me, whether its the ones i love, the frens, the acquaintances, those with a problem . those who did me wrong.

well yeah i'm starting to get shit from school. but the scoldings make me think much. like how violet says she doesn't care whether there's family problems or boyfrens or whatever shit. cos its your own life and u gotta be responsible for it.