shattered at 8:15 PM

i'm sorry for my outburst last night i didn't mean for it to happen really
but it just took a toll on me. and i broke down badly

i pick myself up no worries. though its all getting so weary. i'm tired definitely, emotionally physically. w/o huicheng i wouldn't even be eating at all.

but for u i'll strive on. i'll tell myself u are worth all these despite the pain. i feel so haggard. but my heart still remains true. just that i don't know how to let you know everything.