shattered at 9:35 PM

well just got back two days ago
so exhausted that i haven't recuperated yet.
food and shopping was great
though i really regretted not buying some stuff
really. its dirt cheap there.
besides i have a lack of everything
on a diff note, it just struck me
what's the point of owning so many clothes
its all irrelevant when i'm dead
but heck. it makes me happy now. so be it

i'm really angry with the school system.
oh why oh why do we have exams after the hols
can't i just have fun during this period
to think i started my revision today
only 2 pgs of econs but its a great start for me!
but is so early compared all the night before studying
this really worries me
if ever my results dun equal to my effort put in
it would be a hard blow and a morale deflator
considering all the times i put in nil effort
and still scrape through just like the rest

u know i have the naughty thought of quitting school
giving up my studies for dance
forget the hopes of being a scholar or taking a double-degree
at least teaching dance would be something i enjoy
besides its really classy
i hope its not too late
when high hopes were pinned on me and my potential
i ignored good advice
when the wise teacher told me not to focus on boys and fun
i did just that


*tell me its all not too late for regrets*