shattered at 6:46 AM

i think i might have a fever
i managed a few hours of sleep, about three
and i woke up at freaking 6am!
and i slept like how i've always slept when i've got a fever
under my covers with no ventilation.
no aircon, no fan, no windows open.

i need a therapist too.
this can't sleep thing is so bothering me
i'm advised to clear my head at night
obviously my mind is filled with too much thoughts
of life, studies and of you.


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i'm utterly screwed for mid-years.
its not the usual ranting everyone has before the exams
only i would understand.
in any way. i am starved for your attention.