shattered at 11:35 PM

i spent a whole 24 hrs with my girl. i love spending such long hrs with my close ones, its always heartening. we shopped yes i spent another hundred and nineteen bucks on mango sale in less than half an hrs and caught just my luck. just like always, studying is such a chore. obviously we slept and ate so much more than we studied. i am so not a realist, churning out crazy ideas on how to skip the mid yrs. but really i've lost hope on this exam i don't know why. though i've never studied much since j1 for the exams. in fact my preparations always started the earliest 2 days before the day of the exam, the amt of things to cover seems overwhelming this time and i can't pick a few topics to study. god help me pls. im pleading.

besides that, my appetite and sleep has improved tremendously. i feel sleepy all day long and gawd. the amount that went into my expandable stomach today. WOW. i had dinner with my boy today and i still managed to finish the whole meal despite gorging myself crazy in the afternoon. the time spent with him is too lil for me, i'll survive with the lil star he made me till sun i guess. i am itching for my papers to end soon, so i'll have more time with him, shopping with tasha, spending quality time with my close frens, and yeah. to finally start studying. the promise.