shattered at 8:48 PM

why didn't anyone tell me to study hard when i entered jc.
to tell me that getting s papers were crucial
and taking 4 subs were important.
so now i realise my dreams and hopes are crashed

ok maybe not if i work really hard for the next 5 months
and for the first year of uni.
i feel really dumb now.
for being such an ignorant and insensible girl
i always thought i grew up maturely
seems so otherwise now..

and i'm in love.
with chris daughtry. HAHA.