shattered at 11:16 PM

this week's been really hectic
dance everyday of which i dun really think will help
since tomorrow is the competition
which i dread
cos i'm lazy to wake my ass up



and as i was saying
i am deprived
of rest, relaxation and
especially FUN



i can really hate myself
for being a real pig
unable to wake up both nights
for the car rides
only from today
i have started to feel sore about it.
blame myself for being in MJC.
which is determined to squeeze every ounce of my energy
thinking back i should just have chosen tpjc
but wonder who would have the last laugh.
hehe
hopefully. car ride tonight or next week
more clubbing nights and shopping will do the trick
my life.
how fragile



and second thoughts are always dangerous
they cloud your mind.
its pretty scary too
realising there are many different people in this world
(i mean really different)
and for half my life
i've been interacting with people with similar backgrounds



ok i have no idea how i am gonna wake tmr
and make it to marina square
or city hall by 7.45