shattered at 10:02 PM

i think i lost control of my life
and then i think about it
is it better this way or what
i'm no longer frivalous
but its like i've sacrificed all my time
for the things that i myself aren't sure
if that's what i'm living for



schooled for the past two days.
till so late
missed the days i could just disappear from school from useless shit like cca, lessons PE!.
like OMG.
less than a month in school seems like one half of a year has passed.
crazy la.



i've set my eyes on a lot of things.
and someone too